thenameofthegameisfizbin asked:
Aw thank you! And aw APOLOGIES, I am rereading this and discovering I was very unclear! I did not actually go to grad school. I prepared to go, two different but consecutive times, and then ultimately threw it all over and moved to New York City for a couple years. Which was basically Life Grad School, honestly. New York is like that.
My reasoning for wanting to go to grad school was: I was 23 and didn’t have any other plans, and I’m good at school. In what manner am I good at school? Mostly storybook improbability. The year I graduated, my rural public high school was sending less than 30% of my class on to four-year colleges, and what’s almost more unbelievable: I and one of my closest friends were both heading off to what has been ranked the #1 liberal arts college in American for [checks] 15 years running. And my (improbable) (impractical) (but highfalutin!) undergrad life/style definitely shows in the variety of grad school I was considering: get a PhD in one of the humanities and become a professor. Lol.
What’s incredible is that it took a second time for the same warning bell in my head to finally get me to leave, which is that studying for 7+ years (I was only considering subjects in which I did not in fact hold a bachelor’s degree—further hilarity) only to emerge on the other side highly trained to do exactly one thing for which there are no jobs, would be a grave mistake. (To all you professional academics out there reading this right now like [Thor voice] ”I make grave mistakes all the time!”, I love you, you’re right and I love you.)
Ultimately I did realize that this wasn’t the right path for me. I’m far too much of a collector to commit to one sub-sub-subject, for one, and also, as I figured out while reading huge anthologies and surveys and taking undergrad courses at a local university as a non-matriculated student, you don’t have to be going to school to study and learn things! So I decided against the grad.
Anyway that’s my story. In the style of MBMaM: did I help??






