Anonymous asked:
Oh ANON, you dear, I can’t even begin to tell you – no but I will try to tell you.
Here is What I Believe: I am not good at sketching out the deeper layers of fictional characters, the meanings for why they do the fictional things they fictionally do, because…..no one is! I think to be good at something like that would imply that you are somehow more right than others, and what I love so damn much about stories is that the reason why they matter? It’s because they have soooo many different shades of right in them, different rights for every person. Stories don’t exist without you to feel them. They need you to bring yourself to them, your own singular weird self, because only through your heart & mind are they alive.
So I cannot offer you the Truth in a story, and I’m glad about it. What I can offer you though, and what I try to do here, is share my wild emotional INTEREST in a story. I may not think I can be ‘good’ at this, but I sure as hell can care a lot about it. Caring, I think, is the root of the best kinds of analysis. Caring is critical, in every meaning of the word, if you pardon that sweet pun.
And that’s why I’ve enjoyed doing these Hannibal recaps so much, in fact, because Hannibal is this wrought slip-slidey dreamworld show that privileges emotional realism over logical realism, as Bryan Fuller likes to say while gesturing a lot with his beautifully expressive hands. NY Mag critic Matt Zoller Seitz once said something about Hannibal that I think about all the time, which is that exactly like a dream, the emotions in Hannibal are the thing that matters the most. That’s what you take away with you from your dreams – what you felt during them. Ultimately what this means here is that my writing involves a lot of All-Caps, mostly.
But if I can just feel out loud (& at length) about this show, and you find yourself feeling along? Well really, that’s all I could ever hope for in doing this, and god I’m overwhelmed. Which is how I know it matters.
To the Feels *toasts*

